The Craziness Of Sarah

I don't know what it is...

2010-03-05T05:54:00.004-05:00

About my mother's blog that I manage to end up with tears rolling down my face after reading it. Here let me give you a taste of what I'm talking about...

http://www.rachellikestoramble.com/2008/11/my-very-first-baby.html...

http://www.rachellikestoramble.com/2009/10/missing-my-girl.html...

http://www.rachellikestoramble.com/2009/11/when-your-child-is-hurting.html...

http://www.rachellikestoramble.com/2009/11/21-years-ago-today.html...

http://www.rachellikestoramble.com/2009/11/i-am-still-thankful.html...

http://www.rachellikestoramble.com/2010/01/today-is-tough-day.html...

http://www.rachellikestoramble.com/2010/01/hanging-with-my-big-kids.html...

http://www.rachellikestoramble.com/2010/02/thankfulness.html...

http://www.rachellikestoramble.com/2010/02/this-girl.html...

http://www.rachellikestoramble.com/2010/03/happy-90th-birthday.html...

I know what you're all thinking most of them are about me, but the truth is that when I read the ones that are about me they tend to let me know just how much my mother loves me, even though there are times I feel like I'm the outcast child, being as I'm the only girl and that even though she says if I wanted to come home I could, even though someone else has taken up residence in my once bedroom, and there are times that I make her want to bang her head on the wall(though not as much as the three under 13 yr olds there). I know that she loves me unconditionally, that I will always be her little girl and seeing as she's not allowed anymore it will stay that way......You know how they have daddy's girls and mommy's boys well I tell you I am not really a daddy's girl, though I love my father, I will always be a mommy's girl...I am the closest with my mother, she's one of my best friends, I know that I can tell her anything and while I may upset her at times she will always listen and do her best to help me...Ok so I started this post originally to talk about my mom's blog but it turned in to a post about just how much I love my Mommy, and how proud I am that she is my mom, cause I know some crazy ass moms and I'm glad I got the cool one...

I love you Rachel Ann(MOMMY)...your the best mommy anyone can ask for!!

I'm so unsure

2010-02-22T15:49:00.005-05:00

I'm so lost and unsure of what to do in my life...I have no money and no job...I hate it, I hate asking people for money all the time...I'm without a car at the moment and have been since Thanksgiving...But that is about to change soon I'll have my car back soon I can't wait I miss my baby...I love my little POS(piece of shit)...I need to start working harder to get a job...I really hate that I have no money of my own....I might not have a phone soon cause Chris and I are having trouble paying our cell phone bill....I have been having a hard time since May, May 31st to be exact...the day I became the Mommy of an Angel...the day my life changed forever...I thought my life ended that day, my whole world came crashing down all around me I haven't known what to do with my self since that day....I need help but what can anyone do no one understand me fully because they haven't had to feel that pain...I hope dearly everyday that when my sisters do end up pregnant that they never have to go through that pain...I wouldn't wish it on my worst enemy...I know that people say everything happens for a reason, but I sometimes wish that they didn't happen to me anymore I don't know how much more pain I can handle...Last year was a year of too much Death and Destruction...I'm looking forward to the future...Hopefully it will be a better one with less pain and hurt, less suffering...but in all honestly I completely doubt that it will be...because what is a would without hurt and suffering... because what does not kill us will ultimately make us stronger...so with that in mind I see you in the future....

Soo Super Busy

2009-11-21T13:06:00.002-05:00

I guess I've been neglecting my blog but I can't help it I've been so busy what with moving in with Chris at his Grandfather's house to getting a puppy (whose name is can you guess...Kobe after Chris's favorite Laker Kobe Bryant)to fighting with said grandfather and moving in with my daddy...and now I'm 21 Woot...And today my Favorite baby Cousin is turning 13 Happy 13th Birthday Lauren Rebekah Proctor...I love you Laurie Lou.....And I am going to the Cancun Cantina with my Daddy and My Aunts: Karen and Mary(maybe I'm not entirely sure yet)...But it will be fun and different...Well thats it for now gotta go get crazy...See Ya On The FlipSide.....
Sarah

Soo have you missed me???

2009-09-01T11:26:00.004-04:00

I guess I started to forget I even had this blog to begin with...But my rambling mother reminded me, lots going on in Sarah-town, like my one year anniversary with Chris is Wednesday....I'm super excited, we're not even doing anything special, cause we're both broke but we are spending the next three days together....I'm accutally amazed that with all the fighting that Chris and I do that we even made it to a year....But I love him and I couldn't see myself with anyone else, despite my mothers objections that I'm going down the same road she did with my father,... oh and speaking of my father, his 39Th birthday is on Thursday...One more year and my daddy will be 40 Years Old....god my parents are really young... even though I like to joke that they are ancient.....
So maybe next time you'll hear from me alittle sooner than this time......But there is more crazyness to be had...

Hi...My name is....

2009-08-20T01:31:00.001-04:00

I guess by now if your actually looking at this then you know my name, but for those of you that don't...Hi! My name is Sarah....Sarah Michelle Wisner....I'm about to be 21 in November, November 1oth to be exact.I am the only daugther and oldest child to Rachel Ann Wisner(nee Proctor).My father is James Earl Wisner SR. I love my Parents very much even though they can be very stupid sometimes. I have five siblings; James; 18, Tiffany; 17, Candyce; 16, Micheal; 15, and last but certianly not least Daniel; 4(in 7 days), well I guess I have seven siblings if you count the soon-to-be step brothers, William; 10 and Clayton; 8. the only children that are my mothers are James and Daniel and sort of the Step Brothers their Neely's(my soon-to-be step father)kids. Tiffany, Candyce, and Micheal are my fathers children but they have a different mother then me and James...they along with Daniel are only my half siblings,Neely is Daniel's father. Only James is my full sibling, all though I treat them all the same, they are my brothers and sister no matter what. My boyfriend is the craziest boy I know I guess that works well with me because I'm crazy too, his name is Christopher, Christopher Jeffery Jones, he is the love of my life...although he needs to learn to be more truthful with me but I'm working on him. Our one year anniversery is coming up on September 2nd the day before my daddy's birthday, I can't wait I don't exactly know what will happen on our anniversery but I am happy none the less, I don't think I could see myself with anyone but him, I love him with all my heart and soul, even though certian people don't think I should still be with him...well you know what they can kiss my big fat ass cause I don't care what they think I love Chris and I want to spend the rest of my life with him... I don't understand people and why the have to stick their noses into other peoples business but one day it will get them in trouble.....
So I guess the reason that I decided to start this blog was because I was sitting here looking at my mothers and it popped into my head 'hey I should start a blog and maybe just maybe I can suss out all the swirling thoughts in my head'.....So I did and now if you continue to follow my blog you'll find out about "The Craziness Of Sarah"....Have fun...